tellmewhenyoucare:

I sometimes just want to have a suicide attempt that puts me really close, that makes people see how hurt I really am and how much I want to die. I’m not ready to leave but just seeing who cares would be great, even though it would wreck my mum and dad plus school would find out and all my teachers and probably everyone at school and I’ll still be the attention seeker. Lets see who’ll visit me in hospital.